Sitting here in Panera and reflecting about all of the weirdest things you could think of...

So randomly while I was driving to get gas today I was looking in my rear view mirror at a guy who looked like he was drinking an energy drink of some sort. Possibly a red bull, yeah lets go with a red bull. I'm not sure why I think about these random things sometimes but...well...I do. Did he know I was looking at him and analyzing the way he drank his energy drink, of course not. Why am I so weird about this type of stuff? I don't really feel that "normal" and sometimes its hard for me to even function in a regular conversation. But Hope...Hope that God will bring me out of this thought process i've been in. Its hard for me to just do something without constantly reflecting about it and trying to analyze everything. I just want to be able to do things without people thinking i'm inadequate of doing it.

So that is why I am here today sitting in Panera ready to roll with the "S.H.O.U.T Week" agenda. I think God believes in me to achieve what I have to do for next week, although i'm skeptical. As long as I prepare myself I feel that I will have faith in what I do because God brought me this far and he's given me an opportunity to lead Homeless Ministry this coming Fall at school. So with that as long as I am prepared this coming Monday and Tuesday I feel like I can do it and I can lead these guys in the best way possible.

Thanks for reading...Peace.